3 AM

It’s 3 AM and I cannot sleep with the thought on my mind that you believe I do not love you like I used to. I am mean to you and you feel unloved and it is all my fault. I do not mean to act that way towards you and I always realize this too late. It makes me very sad because it made me realize that our relationship could end and that is not ok. I don’t want it to end. Of course I love you, of course I want you to be happy. I just don’t know. There is something wrong with me for me to treat you this way my darling and for that I am so sincerely sorry I am flawed because for you I want to be perfect.